It's funny how it takes going thru a storm to truly feel God's grace! I can't explain, I want to but just can't find the words, In due season, I guess. So this whole weekend was a little different from previous ones. I started out Fri watching Why Did I get married? I love this movie! I saw some of my friends in each of the characters:)
Saturday began slow, but I am grateful to God for answering small favors!( Congrats yoyo on passing the math section of the Praxis, just got reading to go this weekend). Then again Movie say. All my favorites came on the Wood, Brown Sugar, Daddy's Little Girl, Stomp the Yard! I love them; all that was missing was Love Jones, and Jason's Lyric.
Sunday was a little different. First it was snowing so I couldn't go to church so I ended up watching Franklin Avenue Baptist Church online. The scripture was my favorite bible verse- Jeremiah29:11- I know the plans I have for you....it beginnings. This reassurance lets me know the father is working for my good. I continued the day by watching Why Did I get married and putting together my destiny. I went to bed with 3 thoughts...
I woke up this morning with a migraine that had me nausea but the same 3 thoughts were there. I don't know how to explain it or who to tell it to. However, there is a feeling that sticks my gut! 1st- I have watched God work his magic on my sister. What I mean is, she is truly growing up in so many ways. She still has along way to go but I see progress that I would have never thought I would see. Thank you God! Thank you!
Next, I heard something this weekend I never thought I would hear along with the facial expression that meant she was serious about it. My mom said she is so looking forward to next year this time. She is retiring and looks forward to traveling. Well, this I knew but its the words after this, that rendered me speechless. She said I'm going spend a week with my oldest sister, going stay and hang out with my brother, I'm going Beaumont and see my aunt. I'm going to take a train ride, I'm going to Conroe with my class, etc. I know you wodnering what's so wrong with this..well if you know my mom she don't like to be bothered with people. If she going with her girls, or Teedie that's one thing but to travel by herself and see her sister that gets on her nerves, to travel to New Orleans by herself, and want to spend time with her classmates is truly unheard of. However, there is a burning inside of me that can't wait for next year so she can live it out. I want to help in every way I can. I love it when her and Uncle Robert ( brother)get together its like a big brother protecting his lil sis and as far Aunt Rose, there is a bond, a bond of care and this is my big sis! I can't wait for her to live it up! Go mama, Go!
Lastly, every movie I watched this weekend had a love story in it. A good one, one that either made me say...awww( stomp the yard) or cry( Daddy's little Girl). However, for some reason. I can't get the feeling out of my gut, that God has me in preparation mode. I don't why I have this feeling, I just do and the feeling strong. I don't know who and when he is going to show up but I have the feeling soon. I just do! So in the meantime, I have to find my purpose and passion. I know what I THOUGHT is was but I'm not so sure anymore. I am leaning on God for understanding cause I have no clue. So in the meantime in between time, I gotta figure out this career, school, nonprofit, family and friends thing.
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