Its on the way- focus on faith..

Ok, where was I...Since I last spoke..The New Orleans are Officially the champions of Superbowl 44. Im so happy not just for the city but my uncle as well. He deserves it! He has been a ticket holder all his life! But it has gave me a new found inspiration and aspiration.

The last week all the things that surround me deal with faith, God's plan, and patience. God something profound is about to happen because never before have I seen or heard it as much. Also every time I goggle, flip the TV, pick up a magazine DC/MD is all I see so I must be on the right track. Lastly romance and travel seem to surround me and maybe cause its close to Valentine, I don't know but I have the feeling all things are about to fall in place. I am confident more so now than before that God is about to open my door, I don't know when but I'm ready and waiting.

I have been playing tag a war with myself over this James issue. I do believe that God has somebody wonderful for me, who I don't know but I'm waiting but I'm focused on getting me ready! Every song this morning reminded me of James..sweetest thing by Lauryn Hill( his fav) and Melanie Fiona- it kills me( it represents so well) I still believe he is everything I wanted in a guy and then some but I also know Im not ready for a relationship- I gotta get me together & Im getting there:) But if God gave me a taste of it before he will give me the whole pkg someday soon.

For some reason I dont feel like I have a bday coming up..Its almost like a dream. I guess cause I remember last years..the worse ever...