So, this whole month, I have just been having a vibe...An awesome vibe like God is about to work in me, thru me, and around the people I love the most. Its hard to explain but the dream I had this morning was about me working and it was a good dream. The dreams this month have been so good yet, so real. Im motivated, and inspired. I cant ever recall this feeling. I have found some great mentors and about to take my passion and purpose to another level. I feel like a great job is around the corner. I have booted out the people thats not down for the voyage. I thank God for true friends and a loving fam but I also thank him for showing where and how to leave the others behind. I realize that I am capable of loving and know how to love. There is a new me, that says Im sorry and actually has an affectionate side( like those pet names..LOL) Im growing and God I thank you for allowing me to go thru the situation with Marcus, it has taught me so much. No longer do I regret but thank you all day everyday for the lessons that came out of it. I believe the healing is in place and I free again. Free to do and believe in myself. I now realized that I actually liked James more than I cared to believe or let on. He was everything I wanted in a man and then some and for the 1st time I let everyone in my world. EVERYBODY knew him! However, God I know if you brought me that, you will bring someone else or the situation back around.
Watch over my sister, for she about to take a test that she needs to take a career to the next level. For the 1st time ever, she was confident in herself and YOU! She said whatever the outcome maybe she knows you are in control! WOW pretty powerful. Over the last month, I watched you grow inside her on so many levels. So I know you answer prayers. I wish her luck cause you and I both know teaching is her calling..We know you brought her to far to leave her.
A side note, I pray for traveling grace this weekend. Nobody deserves the championship better the Saints. Let it be a great game and the victory be yours in the end.( I think my uncle would never stop talking about this, he has waited for 40 years for this)
I continue to pray for my friends. All have their own battles- finances, family, health,etc. Continue to watch over them and hold their hands.
God the passion and drive is here, Im just waiting on the miracle!
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