Tuesday, March 30, 2010

My soul is burning for the IT & HIM.....

I say this cause I am so ready to experience it! I am so ready for the IT- a job! I have not been unemployed since I left college. I know some people who are like I hate it so be happy but thats just not me. I love to stay busy it keeps me out of stuff, from the devil on my back, and it gives me a paycheck. I pray every night that God opens that door, when?IDK. Hopefully soon, I keep asking him to reveal my passion if its not what I think it is...Still I get no answers..Everyday that I get no hope, the more my soul burns. Yes, its a recession and a new group of kids from college will be entering the full time work force soon, what is a girl to do? I just keep searching for answers....

The Him... Wow,I pray for him more than I pray for myself...Its true- I love this man...Nobody understands it( yeah Kim you get it) But see he brings me joy. You see even as I type this I'm smiling thinking of him.He is the type of brotha that makes most sista jealous cause see he is hard to find and a keeper. Yeah wish I had know him 2 years ago might be better off...I wake up with him and go to sleep with him. I see him in my tunnel vision and deep escapades. I see him with no one else is around.Yeah I know God you my #1 and no he is not you but he is of your image. You know the rest....

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